The Scarlet Letter

No man for any considerable period can wear one face to himself and another to the multitude, without finally getting bewildered as to which may be the true.

DK, please reunite!!

Lately, I've been trying to fight
whatever's pulling us under
it's got a hold and really making me wonder
what it takes to get through
I gotta stick with you, my baby


Don Antonio's was fuckin delicious!!! and our waiter hooked it up with the sangria, hilarious <3

short photo recap of last night:

time and punishment ~




And I remember the time my balance was fine
And I was just walking on one fine wire

paper is due in 2hours, couldnt sleep but couldnt write and now im here.

edit 3:45pm: the day's recap
didn't work on the paper until 4am,
wasn't focusing, felt bummed
decided to take a nap - BAD idea
then ensued a pathetic battle with my alarm clock
waking up every 20 minutes to hit the snooze
7:30 am, finally muster the strength to even sit up
started really writing at 9am
paper printed 11:35am
got to class at 12:05
~ whew!!
went to help out at the last hour of the Global Volunteer Fair. But I ran into Alex and basically just hung out with him in the back, eating cheese cubes.
The fair was a success though. All the reps loved it and a lot of students came. I'm so proud! yay, all our hard work paid off! Next year will be even better!
now in lab... waiting for my PI to check out my images.. which i think came out crappy... eep.

Don Antonio's tonight with Katie, MC in true SPEIDI style! HAHAHA it's $1 taco night. best belieeeeeeve i'm going to get my fill!

Current Mood: random

^ I currently feel like this... if only I looked like it too!




Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one

those concerts are probably why my hearing is so shitty but i still love this song. <3

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Pon and Zi!

what if the tables were turned around? would you stay, would you leave, would you drown?


writing my paper reminds me of this song! an oldie but goodie and completely relatable.

rawr i miss 90s r&b.

Daily (hopefully) Photo Blog

Found my new fav cafe to study! A wannabe Urth Caffe but with wi-fi, wall outlets and $2.50 "valet". I'm here "writing" a paper about ambivalent sexism... which is due tmrw at noon. And in predictable fashion, I just barely started that motherfucker. Of course I'm writing about Sex and the City (because i'm too lazy to draw from another media source). And my lazy ass is totally reycling parts from some of my old women studies papers.
And of course, I'm critiquing the shit out of the show's
overall message even though that's pretty much the main reason I love the series so much. Ahhh, contradictions!

P.S. "Ambivalence" has been one of my favorite words ever since Mrs.
O'Reilly taught it to me in the 8th grade so I could it use it in my autobiographical blurb for the graduation memory book. Hahaha

COLORGENICS.COM

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

Now there are many things in life that you require as essential to your well-being but, try as you may, something always seems to be getting in your way. A word of advice - 'keep trying' and you may be pleasantly surprised to see just how matters turn out.

You need a friend - a close friend - and you are willing to become emotionally involved with the right person, but you are very demanding and particular in your choice of partners. You are constantly looking for reassurance and it is perhaps because of this that you tend to be somewhat argumentative, but you try to hold back - careful to avoid open conflict - since this might reduce your prospects of realising your hopes of establishing a warm caring relationship.

You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.

You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.

second thoughts.

Hai, School's a bitch

... hopefully that's a good enough reason to explain my absence.

p.s. how many thangs are perfect with this snapshot?... infinite!



p.s. i will work on getting one of those "25 random facts about me" lists done. i feel like the simple task of cranking out a few random nuggets about myself will not be easy for me! probably because it is so deliberate. and being random isn't being random if it's deliberate, is it?... i'm going to post it here though because there are wayy too many random acquaintances on FB.

anyway, really disappointed with my performance in school. i'm supposed to be getting A's and messing up early on in the quarter just makes it that much harder to get there. we shall see.

be back soon i hope <3 :)